...know me

Know me.
Understand what I am.
Know me, or it will break you into pieces.
I will break you into a million pieces.
I am not that which fits in a box.
I am not so easily fitting into a rubric.
Know me
Know me or It will break you into pieces.
Know before I show you and make you feel it from your core.
Until you break into a million pieces.

Eat Me.

Eat me.
Drink me.
Consume me.
See me.
Be me.
Taste me.
Like me.
Hug me.
Love me.
Touch me.
Caress me.
Grasp me.
Kiss me.
Punish me.
Bruise me.
Hate me.
Tumble me.
FU-

STOP!

Look at what has led you to Sin!

I am the Ponderous, Wandering Soul...

I dream of impish fancies and fairy dust. I long for starlight glamour and twilight's glitter. I wish for sunny hearts and stormy minds. I ache for the touch of love and the caress of a lover...

Tell me, fellow soul...
Tell me of the poisoned fruits and the inescapable truths.

I am a dual being

I am two fold...
I have a monster in me at all times, for when one is not present the other becomes the monster inside.
I am malcontent.
Conflicting.
I crave reciprocation.
When it is not received or not returned by someone...

They become my PREY.

Only then may I let loose a monster so vile, 

so lustful,

so desiring of reciprocation.

Then that monster becomes me 

and inside another monster forms,

Uncurls from being me, to being the monster,
once me, now a monster,
once let loose, me again.

I dare you to continue 

DENYING ME!

And my heart made a sighing sound...

sinking back into my chest,
creating a larger cavity of empty space where nothing lives or dwells.
I am concave...
Not a thought on love?
Only one.
I loved.
I love.
I will love.
But the spaces in my heart continue to get bigger
and my heart sighs deeper.